Did You Ever Care?

Jun 15 2010 2 comments Uncategorized

Did you?

Did you?!?!?!?!?

I was fucked up when you suddenly hung out with that fucking Mavis Ng and even more fucked up when you started to ignore me.

I swear, I’m not sucking up to you because you are rich. Does it mean I am just because we share the same thoughts, thinkings and ideas? I hope not.

I pretended to sing a song for you on stage telling you I gave up on you and imagined you invited me over for a sleepover and we made up. But things not so simple – no. I don’t even think you would invite me to your coming-soon birthday party.

Did you ever care about my feelings? Everytime I see the letter J I read on eagerly, hoping it was a promise/contract/agreement we made before that we forgot. But everytime I was disappointed.

Anyway, I joined Nekonette’s Domain Giveaway by Kitty. Hopefully I’ll win. It has started, by the way.

I’ll give up on you, my friend Janine. And this shall be the last time I’m thinking about you. I hope I can put you out of my mind.